A hot Afternon...

What the hell~!!!
Why the whether is so hot today???

OMG~!!!!
btw, today is another relax day...
i more rather to keep myself inside the house,
to sleep, to eat , but still dont want go out...
i not even start my revision yet..
just because, i wanna throw away all the stressful emotion for facing the exam..

dont your all know that i really sad??
i get prepared for the midterm exam, but i still get a worse result..
my god, maybe was my fault, maybe i thought i get prepared,
but actually not..i am a lier..

maybe i always cheating myself and not willing to face the reality...
and dont want to keep study and study again the same things...

people keep warming me that dont want to choose the electrical or electronics engineering,
just because i might suffer from that, and the mathematics will be hard enough to kill me..

 
arrogant?? wasn't I?? Thought that my physics get well in spm , then i could handle it as well in degree???
Or just because of i was too lazy , and i am keep lazy-ing , thats why i feel tough in studying engineering??

i don't know...that's why i just hope and wanna get rest and let me think...

However , i should keep working hard and not to giving up..
because i have started my journey and i shouldn't stop it ...
I should responsible for this...

Hope i wont regret at the last....

May god blessing me..

肉骨茶！

今天的晚餐。。。肉骨茶。。

我好久没吃了，刚才我的阿姨来问我，今晚要吃什么呢？？
我想了好久 ,  就突然想到了肉骨茶。。。

哇，有口福了。。
我好久没吃了。。

就这样，我们坐着车就去吃肉骨茶。。
h好多人，可能是因为假期的关系。。
虽然说是一间平凡，没什么装修的小店，
坐落于kepong的一个小村落。。但是，里头的客人，不曾少过。。

我阿姨说：要吃就要早来，不然很快就卖完的。。。
看来真的很热门。。
坐在店里的感觉真好，虽然湿热了一点，
但那股“茶”的味道，阵阵飘来，真是闻之而垂涎欲滴。。

等了不久，热腾腾的肉骨茶终于上桌了，还伴随着焖鸡脚，焖卤肉等的小菜。。
don't care too much。。。开动了..
哈哈~

我吃了两碗饭哦~！
吃饱的感觉好舒服啊，我真的好久没吃了。。。
开心。。。^^

了。。。

看了、想了、望了、要了、
说了、做了、走了、去了、
到了、明了、了了、知了、
软了、累了、闲了、痛了、
没了、算了、完了、糟了、
忍了、静了、想了、明了、
酸了、算了、痛了、走了、
放了、离了、忘了、累了、
厌了、腻了、算了、还是走了。。。。

A Short Journey~!

When i was young ,
i had a dream,
i hoped that i could travel as many places as i can ,
and try to learn something from traveling.

although i knew that is not easy being individual...

last few days ,
maybe just because of i was feeling stress towards my study...
i made a decision,
i had decided to have a tour in malaysia ,(my own country , coz is not that expensive)
i went to Penang last monday..

joyfulness,passionate,every good feeling was raised up into my mind..
i really can't waiting it to be happened ,
and when i was in the bus, i cant sleep at all..
(it was a around 7 hours duration to reach penang from melaka)
was tired in the bus, but still happy..

once i reached Penang , i was not  patient to wait my friends came to fetch me..
don't you know the feeling of taking (+-7 hrs) bus to travel Penang personally?
(although just only went to penang, and taking the bus personally, but this is my first time,
sure i will happy, don't blame mel~! haha XD)


finally i reached my friend's house,
i was taking a quick nap,
(not really is a nap lah, slept from 5.30 am to 11.00am)
and~! keep traveling n visit Penang..
(some of the time had been wasted for "waiting" buses, ferry. traffic jam~~! ohh gosh..)

thousands of feeling raised up while in my journey..
thinking a lot,analyzing...
and trying  to understand.....

i was keep observing the way that the Penang's citizen live the life..

soon , time flies without noticeable..
i gonna go back..
because of this trip,
i realized that, sometime being personally to live at outside is really hard..
(especially for the first step) 
everything happened must be settled by personally,
tiredness,unwillingness, sadness..
and more and more of negative emotions also need to be faced by personally,
(coz my friend juz responsible to bring me to those places and visit only, haha XD)

at outside, without relative, without family, without friends
really hard to live and alive..

nobody will sharing the emotion with you..
nobody will know you..
nobody will care you..
nobody will think of you...

that's why i still like and love to travel..
maybe travel can enhance my knowledge for
"survival" but not just of "theoretical"

my textbooks,
my references books ,
wont tell me how to "live alive"
...

Thank for this experience...
i realize something...

Is that i suitable for "engineering life"
Or to be a "manager" or "mass communication guy"will be better for me?
haha, i questioning myself and do other people..

exam is coming soon, good luck...
sometime to study a "degree" is not really easy..
hope i can survive from that

By Jinyuff Tang..

品味生活。。 :~)

突然间有点。。。

紧张，因为。。。因为。。。

接下来的24小时，又有我另一个的“第一次”将发生。。

虽然之前很期待，现在也是很期待，但。还是有点紧张了。。

好希望能跳过9月6号这一天。。

直接到7号早上好了，那该多好。。

期待7号过后的每一个时刻，每一分钟和一起的每段时光。

当时的我也真不明白哪里来的勇气，

现在的我却明白了，当时的勇气是来自于想要曾经勇敢过一次。。

我好任性，总是做自己喜欢的，没为别人想过。。

没顾虑过爱我的人的想法、感受。。

我，，，又自私了。。。一直在自私着。。

自私的只顾自己，自私的只做自己喜欢的事。。。

或许也好吧。。当初进大学前。。我也是这样想的。

想要有一次“自己的旅行”..

但，可能很快的，当体验完自己一个人的旅行后，

就不再是自己一个人了。。我相信有一个人一定很愿意陪我的。。。

两个人的旅行 :-)  

原来这就是生活。。。

是我一直追求的，看来我放弃过很多，但为有追求“生活”，没放弃过。。

我在想如果有一天，出门逛街，却是和一班与自己已经没界限的人一起，

那感觉会怎样？ 会不会，我看上哪一件衣服，我不说，也不买，

但随后却有人会主动拿着那件衣服给我，告诉我：“我知道你喜欢”，所以就买了送给你。。

会不会，在order吃的时候。。。我还没开口，别人就已经知道我要吃什么，帮我叫了。。。

到底人与人之间的关系会密切到怎样？？

有没有可能彼此不是拥有一段轰轰烈烈的感情，纯粹就只是一段清淡的缘分，

而彼此相依偎着。。。简单的羁绊。。。

我又在想了。。。想着。。。

如果有一天，在外走走时，有个人突然的牵了我的手，

那么。。那感觉是怎样的？？？

甜甜的吗。。清爽的吗。。还是舒服的。。。。？

心里一定很暖对吧？

如果，有人是直接抱着我，对着镜子里的我傻笑。。

那时的感觉又是怎样的...舒服吧。。。对吗。。。

今晚的我，可怎么了。。。。？？

怪怪的。。。变了。。是因为19岁了吗。。？？

成熟了。。。对吧？？

当习惯了一个人的时候，就不会再想要有一群人了。。

                                                            当习惯了一群人的时候，就不会再想要一个人了。。。

JB~~街道！！

昨晚(4/9/10),闲来没事做，在jb市区走走看看。。
原来jb是那么美的。。

大吃大喝～！

昨天的我着的不知死活，
刚刚食物中毒才康复不久，
就拼命的吃了一大堆～～！
哈哈，有雪花冰，章鱼烧，和我最最爱的ice chocolate~~!! haha

开心啊～～～！！都是我喜欢的，哇哈哈 :)